Loveable-Gene

Year 2.0.1.1

2011-01-05T04:04:00.000-08:00

It's was a good start for the year 2011 as im officially a Kimage School of hairdressing student ~ !!! * feel young x321654841* and it had oso been my first time going to a year end countdown party at siloso beach..

Realli(x3) hope that i can do well in my hair stylist course and make a name out of myself as a well-known hair stylist.. and it's onli been the 3rd day of my school, mi and my 2 other class mate was being send out to do real live hair-dye and washing for people.. which is way toooo early but the feel was good and kinda busy..

i've always loved the feeling this person gave mi and loved him on the day we're tgt till now and forever.. it him.. my boyfriend by the name of .. Ryan.. i have to say sorry for wad happen few days ago.. but u said to let it pass and so im going to.. and i will change for mi and for us.. no matter wad u doing, where u are, RMB this.. i'm always there for u.. waiting with my arms open wide.. and i love you like i nv did b4.. R.E.A.L.L.Y.!.! haha

Sign off : Genie a.k.a Eugene

After X'mas Posting~

2010-12-25T09:42:00.000-08:00

Well i'm back ! As X'mas just ended and i'm here, so just giving a short posting of what happen on my x'mas eve and on x'mas itself..

As on X'mas eve itself.. i went over to my bf house and head over to with his family member to the chalet at Goldkish Beach Resort as i reach his house the first thing i've done was i hand over a x'mas gift that i've bought for him (A Zegna Wallet) as he told mi he love and like it alot which make mi feel that im the happiest kid on the earth itself..

So when we reached the chalet alr at about evening time the both of us went to some waterbreaker at east coast and sit down for a heart to heart talk and the both of us felt so loved by each other.. and to him(my bf, You Know Who You Are ^^.) here's wad i will say over n over again i love you and i'll treasure you for my life, you will always have me by ur side either mentally or physically. ^^

On X'mas itself, spend time at the beach at about late afternoon ONLY cos early in the morning was like raining cats and dogs. (Suck TTM x93847329) and another sad things was i caught up with a slight fever from eve night till x'mas day late afternoon so i din't go to the water and i'm so happy that he would just ask mi to tag along. REALLY!. so when i'm there i just take a short walk to the nearby waterbreaker and sit down and just keep silence and the feel and sound of the wave was so good that it realli cool down my mind and i felt that my sadness being taken away by the wave itself.. and he came over to find me.. when i turn back and saw him my heart felt so happy once again.. every small things done by him always bring a smile to my face.. ^^

i guess i should have to stop here cos it seem like im spamming my wording on this post.. hahaha!! will be back when i have the time peeps!!

Sign off : Genie a.k.a Eugene

.Somethings About Me.

2010-12-21T09:35:00.000-08:00

Firstly, since 2010 gonna end soon.. so i guess i should atleast add on some stuff which i wish for the year of 2011

Study hard for my Hair stylist course which starting on Jan 2011 at Kimage.
Going overseas!!
Earn some money by working part-time(?)
Be a good partner to the one that i love

And here i start with all about me. Basically, I'm someone who will easily felt insecure, lonely, left-out and most of the times.. i need alot of attention on me, be it frens or family member, and especially my love one ( you know who you are if you did read my blog post ). Most of the time i will feel that i'm someone who can be forget easily and in whatever i do. i will think that i'll fail.

As for my Frens side.. if i would really count of how many i truely taking them as frens.. i guess it will be 3. which at times i felt bad cos i only turn to them when i'm down which i'm here to say that i'm sorry if i've been this way for the past.

As for my LOVE. (this is for you) i'm someone who will give my everything even knowing that i might get hurt somewhere. but you're the one that i want to be with for my life ( i realli hope it will happen * cross finger * ). Sometimes there's words or things that you've done or said which make mi upset but i just kept it to myself, maybe cos i'm someone who would bottle up sad stuff n anger. But you are really the FIRST that when ever i'm thinking of something that i'm not sure off, i would ask / tell you. And sorry at times i know that my way of using my words sounds wrong so just not to take it to heart of my words but take the meaning of them. You asked me why always care about you so much, cos i want that from you too.. so i guess i should stop now cos scare wrong stuff coming out and making it worst. *P.S. To that person * I really love you alot that i'm afraid of losing you. i'm changing to have a better US and i really hope i'm the one who would be with you for life.

I guess that's all my stuff of myself for today ~ Merry X'mas in advance and a Happy New Year!

Sign off : Genie a.k.a Eugene

H.O.P.E.

2010-12-16T05:47:00.000-08:00

Hi all~ haha.. time for mi to shower you guys with all my things that had been happening this few days.. well most of it i would say it will be relationship but i will try to keep it short n simple.. hahah.. As for my relationship.. i believe it's getting more n more smooth ( while there's ofcos problem popping out from no where but we have it settle and problem always pop out due to some unwanted emotional coming into our head ) P.S. He's a nice guy, Realli..

Another good news will be.. i'm offically a Kimage School Of Hairdressing student!! hehehe starting school at Jan 2011 yipeee... hehe i guess that's all for today more to come.. so look forward to my blog for more update!!!

Sign off : Genie a.k.a Eugene

Boring Saturday

2010-12-11T03:24:00.000-08:00

Am back to give a short update for my blog~!!. It's literally a super duper boring Saturday for me! and whats more for the boringness?! its ZOUK OUT today and i din't go !!! zomg.. what a waste T.T alot of things happen in this 1 week.. happy n sad thou..

Happy Stuff : I went to Nex with my best frens and WOW its just big and that's all.. stuff with LOTS of ppl and the shop over there was kinda normal thou.. but still big as a neighborhood shopping mall.. and my relationship have hit 1 month and there's more to come i'm sure of it~ haha^.*wink

Sad stuff : some people around mi have been not in a good mood.. be it my bf, frens and even myself i think.. well.. all i can say was it's all up to oneself that he/she wants to get over it or not.. cos one can stay by ur side when u're down but onli you, yourself can get the problem out of ur head.. and for my baby.. no matter what.. i'll always be by ur side.. ^.* wink

hmmm i think that's about what i have to update for now.. as i can't realli think of more things to actually fill up my blog.. but i believe more to come ~ hehehe

Sign off : Genie a.k.a Eugene

♥Sweet Stuff♥

2010-12-05T00:17:00.000-08:00

Being together will be a thing that need both to put in their effort.. and its not always those BIG BIG things like paying for a veri ex dinner.. things liddat i mean.. and sometimes just a little sweet thing like a short lovely sms.. will literally help u brighten up ur day!. like what i had ytd..

It's a lovely sweet good nite msg.. which realli realli makes mi smile like im the happiest kid in the world hahaha.. and i've learn not to be that mushie mushie..

To that guy that i've fall inlove with you.. u know who u are.. u're the first one that litereally i would tell out what i've been feeling.. i felt good when u're around me.. u care so much so mi.. we can talk to each other well enough.. and after everything i hav said.. i love you.. TTFM.. ^^

Sometimes in life we get backstabber.. names ruinner behind us.. but they never knew that anything will go back to them 2x the things that they gave to others.. toopid fuk.. don try mi^^ -'- oh well.. wad eva.. im still mi.. the kind, sweet, joker, blonde and silly but im deadly.. ^^ i guess that's all for now.. ^^ muackzxc to you and all the people..

Sign off : Genie a.k.a Eugene

♥ Our Love Story ♥

2010-12-03T20:38:00.000-08:00

When i'm in love.. i give whole heartly.. maybe i guess sometimes giving too much was way too bad for it.. so im realli undergoing changing my life to a better person.. like srsly~ haha.. i need ur trust like how u need mine.. i'm giving u my trust like how u give it to mi..

Sometimes i might place my words on a bad and hush way.. am not realli forcing anything.. it's just that the way i used my words.. am sorry if it's hurting / or anything about it.. i don't mean too..

i can lose anything but i just don't wan to lose you.. and that makes mi telling you what i'm realli feeling and wanna head far n long for our relationship.. like wad u always tell me.. u won't believe wad others is saying about mi.. same goes for mi i don't believe wad others told mi.. in any other way.. cos i'm the one in the relationship with you.. not them..
♥p.s. I Love You♥

Sign Off : Genie a.k.a Eugene

Random post * just to make this blog look alive atleast *LOLx

2010-12-01T07:49:00.000-08:00

Well.. alot of times i do have this thinking in my mind.. what's more impt.. Frens or Partner. It's just hit mi so hard sometimes.. well.. ofcos i would be putting my Partner as first.. then frens.. cos i think that's i wan it to last foreva..[ even thou ppl dont think of the words but don means it won't happen at all ]

Well.. i donno.. how others would think.. gosh.. oh well.. that's life.. and everyone have a life.. so i believe all will be heading diffrent way.. but onli that few will follow you till the end.. some might not even have anyone.. just saying out wad i feel.. sometimes do let mi think of ways to clear it.. which it's good and bad.. so i believe things will turns out totally good.. ^^ *cross finger x234581348*

I just wan others to know what im thinking.. as he always told me.. don think too much.. and im changing for the better and not changing into someone other wan mi to be as.. ^^ k thks for looking at all my rubbish.. hahaha ciaos~ muacks haha

Sign off : Genie a.k.a Eugene

F.E.E.L.

2010-11-28T01:54:00.000-08:00

Make Me Feel That I'm Wanted By You.

Sign Off : Genie a.k.a Eugene

Wad A Day!!

2010-11-27T08:38:00.000-08:00

What a day at work.. think i ate the wrong food.. and im having a serious diarrhea.. gosh.. like went to the wash room 4 freaking time?! T.T i hardly get any diarrhea but this time i realli went through a hell of pain in the stomach.. which suck totally!!

alright.. and im on my way changing into a better person.. hope you [ who eva u are and u, my dearest ] will truly be happy of how and after wad i've change into.. ofcos we all know changing is for the better.. not the opps way!.. so i will change.. and be a better person as day goes by ~ !!! jiayous!!!

i think that's all i have to blog for today.. hope my blog reader don't get disgust by my post for today :)

Sign off: Genie a.k.a Eugene

Off Day~ !

2010-11-25T22:57:00.000-08:00

While when u're working.. the most looking forward day are your off day.. [ like duh ~ ].. din't realli blog for 1 or 2 days.. but here i am.. back to my blog cos don wan it to go dead like again n again.. hahaha..

Quite alot of stuff happen to me this few days.. but i think once something is said it mus come to an end.. lucky mine came to a nice ending.. either prob for family.. and my study..

will be heading back to study for hair stylist course mostly on Jan.. new year new start? hahaha.. but this time.. i will prove that i can be a veri something in hair stylist.. since so long ago.. i've always wanted to study hair stylist.. now its my chance to shine i think.. so i'll give it my all.. alright.. i think i have blog atleast somethings in my blog.. see u next time reader ~ haha

Sign off : Genie a.k.a Eugene

what a Clumsy day i had today~ !!!!!

2010-11-23T08:14:00.000-08:00

Never had such a clumsy day in my life!!!. Hit / Bang into so much stuff and having pain all over my body such as head, hip and even my hand.. gosh ~ !! T.T

After knock off from work gort kinda stress and emo-ed as my sister having problem.. [ all about money ] and make mi set a hardest thing in my life which is im not going to study Hair Stylist and find a full-time job.. maybe it will be a better way for me and my family.. cause when im done with earning enough im so so so so going to stay by myself.. maybe just with my love one..

So end of the day call my boifren and my best fren to chat about what things hits mi today i literally cry out and heart was in a veri veri deep deep pain.. sometimes i just think that im so useless.. hais.. hmmm alright i think i have pour enough of my emo stuff.. shell head to bed early.. hope that i don't cry when im sleeping..

Sign off : Genie a.k.a Eugene

Monday Blues!?

2010-11-22T04:23:00.000-08:00

Well.. as my title said.. its monday blues.. woke up with a freaking swollen right eye.. and even the sun is playing around with us.. its BURNING.. so have a great lunch n a short meet-up with my fren.. chit chatting for awhile.. and was thinking to head to jurong to giv my bf a surprise..

so i went over and waited.. seem to head to the wrong block [ fuk-my-life ] and after he knew that im there.. he was kinda shocked and after knowing from him that he don't like surprise like this.. which make him felt guilty and deep down inside my heart i felt worst that i just wanna make him happy n clear up his monday blues.. but it seem like im making thing go more n more bad.. oh well.. maybe that's why everyone hate monday i think..~

sometime i'm doing something which i hope for the best.. but somehow most of the time it turns out to be the other way round.. maybe that's why i always have a low hope on myself while doing things.. guess i have spam enough of my rubbish in here.. will continue tml or when i have stuff that i wanna blog bout..

Sign off : Genie a.k.a Eugene

Fill Up My Blog With Emotion.

2010-11-21T07:55:00.000-08:00

Alright, after deleting all my old post from my blog.. i believe it should add on some ''LIFE'' to it.. so here i am.. trying to make my blog again n again.. but this time.. its will be all my emotion and stuff that im having / feeling..

Well first of all saw some stuff on the net wrote bout horoscope.. im a gemini.. it seem that gemini ppl suck.. like its the onli horoscope with MORE than.. YES i repeat.. its MORE than 1 personality.. which i believe its truth.. cos sometime im just SO in need of a break yet i wan ppl to accompany mi.. sudden mood swing.. changing faces like sec * ta da ~ ! change ! *

well.. i might look that im strong.. but its onli on the outside.. my heart is weak and soft like a jelly.. one broken there's no way to heal it back.. so time by time.. i need to relax with the person i loved and fren.. it would help mi out.. [ in some way or another ].. i always have this thinking.. im a joker.. cos no one sees a joker cries.. they onli know that they make others laugh..

Think i should end this with atleast some happy stuff.. im attached.. and i hope its will be the right person.. ^.*wink.. hehehe

Sign off : GenieBee a.k.a Eugene